STILL MISSING KAKAK (Episode 3)

This morning, BJ made a comment.

"Aunty Gina get married, then kakak will take care of James, lauren, Papa and Mummy."

I asked, "Why?"

"Because kakak loves James".

Hmmm.....I said, "kakak is the one getting married. She is not coming back".

"I DON'T WANT". Major protest.

Came Gina, and BJ said, "Aunty Gina, you get married ah."

He is still missing kakak.

"I am sad. I want paper" (To write and draw is his way of coping with loss)

I dunno how long this will continue....I know no one can replace his kakak.

Oooooooo.....grief work.