The cost

Have been thinking about the $$ amount that needs to go in help BJ. Peer pressure amounting. All the analyses that were supposed to help. Diet therapy. I dun do lots of these, so am I losing out, will BJ lose out if he does not get the right treatment? I simply do not have a clue. He is 1 month away from his 4th birthday. Wnat is the next milestones for him, I ponder.

Now that I teach to supplement income, there are nights when I come back to only find him fast asleep. What guilt I experience as a mum who is not there to sing lullabies.

Still confused about a lot of things. Mind not connecting with lots of information and decision making processes.

Time to sleep mummy.